I didn’t think this would ever—ever—be public. If I did, I would’ve written it differently.
I would’ve trimmed, polished, and edited it so it was less broken, more pretty-fied.
But when I shared with a group of men from my executive leadership mastermind, I felt so exposed, raw from the ugly truth.
They said they saw me in a different way, unfiltered and open.
I didn’t know I had closed myself off.
I was asked to write a letter to my younger self and read it aloud to the group.
With their permission, they said I should leak the video recording, even if it made me uncomfortable.

They said should I should leak it BECAUSE it made me uncomfortable.
So I did.
I’m doing it because I want to be me, all of me.
I want to stop closing myself off because by doing so, people like you come in.
And that’s what I want: Real connection and conversations.
I’d love for us to go deeper, so let’s meet >>HERE<< on the video letter.
Unfiltered and open,
j*


